Confessionals

[Natalie White]

Let the games begin! I'm on the Han tribe and so far, so good. I think we may have a better tribe.

I know that I can already trust in Lisa, so no matter what I have her on my side. Right now, we're trying to work on some others. I don't want to jump into something and then regret it, so I think the first challenge is crucial.

[Natalie White]

Today, I decided that I needed to create a solid four alliance. If I don't do this now, it gives more people time to actually talk and make bonds over time.

So I approached my best friend Lisa with the idea to bring me, her, Brandon and Amanda together. The reason being Julie fucked up in the challenge. With Julie basically being the first to go from our tribe, we have to look at the next options. I think the 3 girls need to work together and than an obvious fourth would be the gay guy, Brandon.

I'm glad I put this together because everyone seems very happy and excited about it. I'm glad to know that I made an imprint in this game by creating a solid group. I do plan to definite create bonds with the other 3 tribe mates just in case. But for now, Amanda, Brandon, Lisa and I are going to the end.

[Natalie White]

This round was nerve wracking. My tribe went into this underhanded and we started off very roughly. I was one of the only people online and I couldn't work alone. I just felt like we might be in huge trouble. If we lost again, it really would suck. I'd lose a lot of hope in this game. So I went to bed doing all that I could. When I woke up, we were in the lead!! It was very exciting. Yul, Brandon and Rob just dominated it. The only problem is all 7 members have to complete it. Amanda was the only one who hadn't done it yet at this point.

Everyone was nervous because we were way, way ahead and Amanda still didn't show up. Yul approached me about making a vote for Amanda if we were to lose. I told him yes but in the back of my mind I knew that I had an alliance with her, Brandon and Lisa. But if it came down to tribal strength, I felt like I may need to go back on that and get rid of her to advance us as a team. What's the point of a 4 person alliance if we end up losing all 6 Immunity Challenges? I'd rather go into the merge with Rob, Jamie, Yul, Lisa and myself with 5 then with Amanda, Brandon, Lisa and myself with 4. Or worse, with less.

Amanda did show up and we skyrocketed our lead and ended up winning. It was a relief because now we're on a good track. It's 7-7, we can take the lead now. I'm just hoping we do. I really like this team. As of right now, I feel like my tribe sees me as an asset which is good. Based on activity and challenges this is the strength of the tribe:

1.Rob
2.Yul
3.Brandon
4.Me
5.Lisa
6.Jamie
7.Amanda

So I feel like aslong as I compete and do my thing from now on, I shouldn't have to worry.

[Natalie White]

The last IC was super close. Like if it wasn't for Brandon, we would not have won. The fact that Lisa and Rob did not compete was a huge shocker. What the fuck? Two people I like and care for didn't compete? But they had the time to post in the thread multiple times and talk but couldn't simple play the game and get like 3 questions right? ANYTHING would have helped us extend our lead. I'm just glad we won because then I wouldn't need to bring any of this up.

Lisa, I know you're gonna see this one day when it's over but I'm disappointed in you! You're the one who asked me to play this, I really wasn't wanting to play anymore games for a while but now I'm having fun. I'm competitive and strong and the other tribe members see that in me. I just wish Lisa would be stronger and compete because I know she has it in her. She's super strong and smart and people literally see her as the weakest or 2nd weakest link on this tribe. If she doesn't step it up in this next challenge, she will get votes from people.

The only thing sticking in the back of my mind is that there is an alliance between Brandon, Amanda, Lisa and myself. Though I don't know how strong this is. If Lisa or Amanda doesn't compete then that person will be on the chopping block and I doubt even Brandon will want to try to save them.

It's really crazy but Yul and I have been talking a lot in this game and we are on the same level. We know we're strong and we have each others backs. We never made any type of alliances but we know that we both deserve to be here.

If we lose, I want Jamie out. Him and I have yet to talk and he barely has shown his strengths to this tribe. So I'd be very happy if he was out the next time we lose. Ideally, I hope we win every IC and merge 7-3 but that's a slim shot.

[Natalie White]

The last round was pretty crazy just because of the challenge. We lost then we won. It was just a mind blowing moment. Mainly due to the fact that most of us had voted and were ready to see Jamie be out. Now he's in.

My one concern is in situations like this, people tend to take that opportunity and grow from it. For example, in Survivor: One World, the girls went to TC in episode 1 and it was pretty clear Christina would be out then she wasn't. Then she slid through the cracks to the final 6. I do NOT want this for Jamie. I do not want him anywhere near the top 6. He annoys me, he's not deserving and he's not as strong or active. I want him out like 9th or 8th but late enough to help out me and my alliances.

It's just insane how round 4 ended. My original tribe has 7 and the other tribe has 5. It's good to know that at least 5 people from my tribe will be in the top 10. We have 50%. I'm ready to go balls out and play. I want to win this.

[Natalie White]

It's the final 12. We have made it to a switch. OMG, my new tribe is 3 from the other tribe and Rob/Yul. WTF, this is insanity right now. Yul and Rob and I have no "alliance" but we have allegiance since we were on a tribe. My alliance with Amanda, Brandon and Lisa is on the other side with the devil man Jamie. I'm not confident about this at all. I doubt those 4 would buckle down and really stick together on a vote.

On the other hand, if my tribe loses it will cause a 3-3 split. I think Yul and Rob have my back though so I feel confident that it'll atleast deadlock tie. I really wanna work on making up a lie to Kourtney that Yul, Rob and I were on the outs and this is a heaven sent for us 3. I wanna tell her to side with us and go to the end.

[Natalie White]

This game is very exhausting. This last round was very long and drawn out for some reason even though it was a few days. The last challenge really showed that my tribe knows how to dig deep and win. We're 100% stronger than Hui is. All of us united in the challenge. I think that our united front is brought on by the fact it's 3 and 3. We know if we lose, it's a tie than purple rocks. No one wants to deal with that. So we just push on and win.

We won the Immunity, it was a landslide victory. I think this just proves my overall strength in this game. This also proves Yul's and Rob's. I'm the only "female survivor" to be on a winning team for 4 weeks straight. I've worked so hard in every single challenge and my teams know that. I'm proud of myself in this game, I've worked very hard.

This new round just begun and wow. Lisa and Lindsey going at it is really crazy to me. They need to work together or it's over for that team. Lisa just seems defeated and it sucks for me. She's my strongest ally. If she quits or asks to be voted out and then we merge, I literally will have no solid allies in this game. She's my only hope.

I'm kind of pissed to have heard that Jamie and Amanda self voted. Like, why even play and waste time? I'm glad Jamie is out in some ways but on the other hand, now it's 6-5. We could be in a huge lead 7-4 right now. All they had to do was vote Lindsey or Brendan. Amanda has been a weak player from Day 1. I'm starting to just be annoyed that she doesn't give a fuck. But here's the deal. If it's me and Amanda sitting in that finale, I will win. I know this. So I don't have a problem dragging her ass if I need to.

I'm kind of pissed btw that Matty, Gina and Kourtney have not tried to talk to me once. I've tried to talk to Gina but otherwise there has been no communication. I find that to be astounding. So we can sit here and be on a tribe for 2 weeks and never talk then merge and now we have to talk? It's insanity. I don't mind if we lose because I think these 3 are idiots. The only person from the original other team I like is Lindsey. She seems tenacious and has fight in her. The others seem boring or annoying. One by one they will fall under Queen Natalie though.

[Natalie White]

Lisa going hit me hard. She's like my best friend here. I had no control in the matter. I realize that I have two options, to quit or charge on and play this game harder then I have so far. I have to try to win this for her!

I really for a second today was like...how the hell am I gonna win? There's such an up hill battle for me. Part of me accepted the fact that I might be getting 8th or 7th. Then I'm like well, Yul & Rob are bigger threats than me but at the same time, my original tribe is still sort of strong. So anything is possible!

[Natalie White]

Convo with Yul

lordyme123: so brendan smashed rob.....
IambetterthanYul: hmmm
IambetterthanYul: amanda smashed matty too, so thats good
IambetterthanYul: its 5-5 as far as old tribes and im like 90% linds is coming to our side
lordyme123: yep
lordyme123: The thing is
lordyme123: Amanda and I did talk pre-merge
lordyme123: and so did Brandon and I
lordyme123: so it might be possible they are with us
IambetterthanYul: i think we will have me you brob brandon amanda and linds for a 7-5 advantage
lordyme123: 7-3 u mean?
IambetterthanYul: and imo we take out whoever the strongest original han is
IambetterthanYul: lol yeah
lordyme123: id say Gina or Matty
IambetterthanYul: me and math
IambetterthanYul: not great friends
IambetterthanYul: 6-4 is what i mean
IambetterthanYul: we HAVE to have amanda with us this first vote
lordyme123: I think i have her
IambetterthanYul: ill make sure linds is with us
IambetterthanYul: she wants gina out
lordyme123: are you sure
IambetterthanYul: then rob and brandon fall in line and we set it to cruise control
lordyme123: well its a scary sign
lordyme123: when matty smashed you
IambetterthanYul: im ok with no immunity
IambetterthanYul: lindsey is the key
IambetterthanYul: hold amanda
IambetterthanYul: ill keep fueling linds hate to gina
IambetterthanYul: she hated how gina ran their old tribe
IambetterthanYul: and also gina IMs me for the first time ever after i smash her plate
IambetterthanYul: control freak
lordyme123: this is not going in a good direction lol
IambetterthanYul: We are ok this round, as long as you me amanda brob and brandon vote together
IambetterthanYul: keep this tween us
IambetterthanYul: k?
IambetterthanYul: Linds is gonna throw her vote off
IambetterthanYul: 5-4-1
lordyme123: is she on aim
IambetterthanYul: yes
lordyme123: whats her aim?
IambetterthanYul: lfnvastfanatic
IambetterthanYul: this could be a perfect plan
IambetterthanYul: we can target whoever, lets just get through this round in tact
lordyme123: okay
lordyme123: im almost positive Amanda is with us
lordyme123: it's really all on Brandon
lordyme123: Lisa just told me that Brandon might have sold out the entire time
lordyme123: team*
IambetterthanYul: i dont think he did
lordyme123: im gonna hold on hope that he didnt
IambetterthanYul: if us 5 stay true
IambetterthanYul: we hit cruis control
IambetterthanYul: you talk to lindsey?
IambetterthanYul: amanda is the one who voted lisa, not brandon, brandon self voted
lordyme123: I am talkin to her
lordyme123: lisa said it was 4-1
IambetterthanYul: weird
IambetterthanYul: i heard B self voted
IambetterthanYul: il talk with him when he gets on tonite and insure he is down with the plan
IambetterthanYul: who do you want toi target?
IambetterthanYul: im indifferent, as long as we regain our edge
lordyme123: Im fine with any of them
lordyme123: Gina is fine
IambetterthanYul: aiight



Convo with Lindsey

lordyme123: Hey
LFN Vast Fanatic: Hey whats up! Sorry i took out one of your plates i didnt know what to do.
lordyme123: Not much
lordyme123: its okay
lordyme123: we haven't talked yet
lordyme123: so its understandable
LFN Vast Fanatic: It's nice to meet you.
LFN Vast Fanatic: Sorry i blew up in the game the other day, i didnt mean to offend anyone if i did
lordyme123: no
lordyme123: Lisa kind of was in the wrong state of mind
lordyme123: when you said that about the challenge, I felt so bad for ou
lordyme123: because I'd be the same way
lordyme123: you*
LFN Vast Fanatic: well, in lisa's defense, i think in the previous tc, she lied to brendan and told her she would vote one way and then voted him instead. He said something to her in the tc thread when she saw that jamie was voted out, and that is what originally made her mad cause her very next post was in the challenge telling everyone to kiss her ass. I think she was just mad in general and then i guess i added to it when i called her out for not being able to post
lordyme123: yea
lordyme123: Lisa is a wild child
LFN Vast Fanatic: i can be if pushed but generally im easy going
lordyme123: yeah
lordyme123: this merge is just new opportunities for everyone
lordyme123: I think anyone can win right now
LFN Vast Fanatic: I know there are alliances in place already for most. I assume they will want to devour each other.
lordyme123: Im not for sure on any alliances just yet
lordyme123: Kourtney, Matty and Gina never tlaked to me while I was on a tribe with them
lordyme123: it's weird
LFN Vast Fanatic: Gina told me at one point that they had to go all out on the challenges because she was afraid if ya'll lost it would go to a purple rock draw.
LFN Vast Fanatic: I told her if i lost, i was screwed. By way of a miracle, jamie left because he and amanda self voted.
LFN Vast Fanatic: my frustration was with people who didnt show up for challenges or votes in tc. I've voted every tc except the 1st one lol im so sick of losing.
LFN Vast Fanatic: i feel like a loser and i know im not. lol
lordyme123: Lol
lordyme123: aw
lordyme123: Well I thought it would be a tie too
lordyme123: I was nervous
LFN Vast Fanatic: this last vote. brandon self voted, amanda voted for lisa and so did brendan and i. Lisa voted for Brendan.
lordyme123: oh wow
lordyme123: Im shocked that Lisa is out
LFN Vast Fanatic: After she blew up in the challenge forum i knew id never be able to work with her.
lordyme123: yea she shot herself in the foot
lordyme123: do you feel like your in a good spot?
LFN Vast Fanatic: no, not really. For example,
LFN Vast Fanatic: if i side with your tribe, and take out one of my originals, they will get mad at me, and whats to keep you, and rob for example from teaming with them to pick me off? it'd be almost too easy. if I side with my tribe, it just forces a tie.
lordyme123: so then what woudl be your plan
LFN Vast Fanatic: be careful, stay out of the way ? lol
LFN Vast Fanatic: i dont have one at the moment
lordyme123: but if we were to vote
lordyme123: you'd have to vote someone
lordyme123: I mean i think we're similar because I think you feel alone and I also feel alone
LFN Vast Fanatic: yes i would. and I assume id just be throwing my vote away, because, if i vote how one side wants me to vote vs the other, i will feel as though im just being used. At this point, until today you and rob were the only ones i hadnt talked to. Now ive talked to you more than him, so id probably just throw my vote at him unless someone shows me a better plan.
LFN Vast Fanatic: I dont think I can get a majority together for anyone as I am just me by myself right now. And even if you were to join me, we only make 2.
LFN Vast Fanatic: this vote, if i am understanding things correctly, may come down to gina vs yul.
LFN Vast Fanatic: Neither of those options sound good to me.
lordyme123: yes I feel like it may go down that way too
LFN Vast Fanatic: im not opposed to loosing gina as I feel she has her hand in too many pockets, but
LFN Vast Fanatic: she is one of the only ones who actually gave a shit about me on my original tribe.
LFN Vast Fanatic: As for yul on your tribe, he is active and deserves to be here as well.
LFN Vast Fanatic: Amanda is rather useless but,
LFN Vast Fanatic: she voted with me at the last tc,
LFN Vast Fanatic: i appreciate that.
lordyme123: Amanda is inactive
lordyme123: but she tries her best
LFN Vast Fanatic: when i wanted to quit
LFN Vast Fanatic: she is the one who convinced me to stay
LFN Vast Fanatic: gina tried to talk to me but i wasnt in the mood
LFN Vast Fanatic: matty apologized to me but i explained i knew she was just goofing around and didnt mean any harm. But i didnt really want to talk to matty either
LFN Vast Fanatic: kourtney, is the one i have had the least amount of communication with from, my original tribe
LFN Vast Fanatic: and brendan believe it or not
LFN Vast Fanatic: i dont have an alliance with him but it just so happened we were forced to vote together to try to save our asses. In fact, when Jamie left, i was under the impression it was going to be brendan
LFN Vast Fanatic: i stated as much in my tc vote
lordyme123: oh wow
lordyme123: well coming from me, like if you were to be in the final 6 with me yul amanda brandon and rob
lordyme123: I can jsut say you will not be 6th
lordyme123: that's not my intention
lordyme123: I think there's a divide between Brandon/Amanda and Yul/Rob
LFN Vast Fanatic: if i were to throw my vote away at this tc would rob want me out even if he was in no danger of leaving?
lordyme123: No
lordyme123: I dont think he'd care to be honest

[Natalie White]

This was an important new convo with Lindsey today:

LFN Vast Fanatic: you busy?
lordyme123: no
lordyme123: im free
lordyme123: whats up girl
LFN Vast Fanatic: id like to really talk about the game for a few minutes
lordyme123: okay
lordyme123: lets do it
LFN Vast Fanatic: I will tell you what I think, and then id like to hear what you think about it, so i'll start with the vote. I would like to take out Kourtney. I think we can get a 6 majority for her. (me you rob brandon yul and brendan). - I would still need to make sure that Brendan is okay with Kourtney but i think he will be.

I left amanda out for 2 reasons
LFN Vast Fanatic: When I didnt want to play the game anymore, amanda came to me on AIM, it was the first time in the game i had talked to her, and she told me "gina wants us three to go to the end"...

this told me that amanda and gina talk.

Then a few minutes later, she told me "matty wants to talk to you"

This told me she talks to Matty too.

If she is with matty and gina, she is not with you or your tribe.
LFN Vast Fanatic: do you see why I don't trust amanda to be in on a vote.
lordyme123: yes
lordyme123: the only thing is, would we have brendan
LFN Vast Fanatic: i have to talk to him but I think he will be okay with kourtney leaving.
LFN Vast Fanatic: for now thats what id like to do. I dont talk to kourtney, for me it's an easy vote, i dont think brendan does either. No one on your tribe is tied to her other than maybe amanda
LFN Vast Fanatic: she is the easiest one to vote out at this moment.
LFN Vast Fanatic: next round, with her gone, we have more room to get someone like gina
lordyme123: I agree
lordyme123: Kourtney isn't connected to anyone
lordyme123: and Amanda, Gina and Matty may just throw votes for her
lordyme123: to avoid going themselves
lordyme123: and then us 6 would be stronger
lordyme123: and we could take out Gina and Amanda next
LFN Vast Fanatic: they wont throw votes at kourtney if they think i am with them, gina wants me to vote brandon
LFN Vast Fanatic: im thinking of letting her thinmk that i will.
LFN Vast Fanatic: i havent mentioned kourntey to anyone but you and brandon
LFN Vast Fanatic: so there is no way they could know who we want to target unless one of ya'll let it out
lordyme123: oh okay
lordyme123: well no one will know
lordyme123: cause Ill talk to Yul and Rob
lordyme123: unless you want to
lordyme123: and we can just do it
lordyme123: itll end up 6-4 and they'll be blindsided
LFN Vast Fanatic: do you talk to brandon?
lordyme123: yes
lordyme123: he just imed me then signed off
lordyme123: we talked alot before the switch
lordyme123: but havent rly since
LFN Vast Fanatic: okay gina also said this:
LFN Vast Fanatic: Gina 4:14 pm
He got the necklace
You good for Brandon though?


LFN VastFanatic 4:14 pm
yeah, i have no alliance with brandon



Gina 4:14 pm
I'm gonna talk to Amanda about voting him too
I think you and I are close enough to her where we could flip her to our side. She was the one who told me you were upset, I guess she wanted to jump.



Gina 4:16 pm
shit brb
LFN Vast Fanatic: she already has amanda, she is just feeding me shit.
LFN Vast Fanatic: so let her think the vote is for brandon, and that she has a majority, she will go play video games for the rest of the night thinking everything is fine.
LFN Vast Fanatic: if anyone asks you from their tribe how you are voting, just say you heard that the vote is for Brandon
LFN Vast Fanatic: you dont have to tell them you are doing anything else.
lordyme123: okay
lordyme123: i'm fine with that
lordyme123: Ill just play dumb and all I'll say is im voting brandon
LFN Vast Fanatic: im good at playing dumb when i have to
lordyme123: me too :-)
LFN Vast Fanatic: I like you and I want to keep you with me . I wont let you down, you can trust me
lordyme123: but sometimes I'm just dumb lmao
lordyme123: thank you, i appreciate that
LFN Vast Fanatic: I dont think gina is going to come back online. she told me what she needed to tell me,. got an answer that satisfied her and hasnt been back
LFN Vast Fanatic: ....lol i cant believe she thinks she can just use me
LFN Vast Fanatic: and did you know, i hadnt talked to her in i dont know how long, and she comes on and said Hey Besstie.
LFN Vast Fanatic: .....
LFN Vast Fanatic: she is going to have a surprise when she finds out ive just been letting her think im with her
LFN Vast Fanatic: lol
lordyme123: lmfao
lordyme123: wtf
lordyme123: She thinks she is the Parvati of this island
LFN Vast Fanatic: on my original tribe, she told us ALL what to do
lordyme123: I almost want to keep her hanging on by a thread for our own amusement
LFN Vast Fanatic: but .. i had to play nice with her cause
lordyme123: then cut her loose when we want a good laugh
LFN Vast Fanatic: she was the ONLY one really talking to me
lordyme123: so
LFN Vast Fanatic: we could do that LOL
lordyme123: why did you guys vote out the people you voted out
lordyme123: from your original tribe
LFN Vast Fanatic: ill show you my votes,
LFN Vast Fanatic: TRIBAL COUNCIL #2

My vote is for Parvati. Nothing personal at all, I just feel that this person does the least for our tribe.
LFN Vast Fanatic: her and russell voted for Kourtney that round
LFN Vast Fanatic: TRIBAL COUNCIL #3

My vote is for Russell. I'd like to think that he had something important to do other than give rice to starving children. But personally, I think he is just ticked we got rid of his buddy parv and now he doesn't want to play.
LFN Vast Fanatic: russell voted for kourtney that round
LFN Vast Fanatic: TRIBAL COUNCIL #4

My vote is for Shannon. SHANNON YOU SUCK.
LFN Vast Fanatic: they were all inactive, as far as im concerned
LFN Vast Fanatic: they hardly did anything in challenges
LFN Vast Fanatic: it was a majority for shannon
LFN Vast Fanatic: shannon self voted
lordyme123: o wow
LFN Vast Fanatic: but almost every round, brendan would say: hey, how are you voting?
LFN Vast Fanatic: so id tell him and he'd do the same thing
LFN Vast Fanatic: i dont think the girls like him a whole lot.
LFN Vast Fanatic: but i dont want gina using him
LFN Vast Fanatic: id like to get to him first
lordyme123: i hope so!

[Natalie White]

This whole game is going to change once again. At the very start, the other tribe had the majority. Then my tribe went on a winning streak and regained the majority 7-5. We switched, it's now 5-5 in the merge. Theoretically, you'd think those 5 would stay strong and especially so now that Amanda has flipped but no. Lindsey and Brendan are fed up with Gina and her crew so they want to work with Yul, Rob, Brandon and I. Thus, Kourtney, Gina, Matty and Amanda will be the next 4 to go, most likely in that order as well.

It's crazy how things have flipped so much. For some reason, I think at final 6, Lindsey and Brendan will somehow manage to get further then 6th and 5th. Lindsey and I have talked more then Rob and myself and Brandon and myself. That's very sad. I'm fine with Lindsey being top 4 or top 3. If it's a final 2, I don't want her there AT ALL. If it's a final 3, same goes.

[Natalie White]

As summer is approaching, my life is getting a little hectic and crazy. I wish I could dedicate more time to this game right now like I did in the beginning. Right now, I decided my strategy is to lay low, like Purple Kelly low. I do not have any 100% definite allies. Lindsey and I talk, Yul and I talk, Rob and I talk, Brandon and I talk but none are people I have said final 2 with or anything or let's stick together to the end. The alliance I formed with Amanda and Brandon is over. I don't even think there's anything left to save for it.

I think my best strategy is really to embody Natalie White and play this game like her. Stand next to strong characters in the end that people hate. In the beginning, I wanted to be a power player and really dominate the end game with a strong alliance and with that out the door my only other option is to just lay low, let the strong take each other out. Which unfortunately, they aren't.

Kourtney and Matty leaving was because they were both side kicks to Gina and Yul. Apparently, Amanda will be the next to go because she's also a sidekick to Gina. I'm nervous but I think Gina and Brendan will be the next two to go after that.

My clear strategy is to not win Immunity, make my self unknown and not a threat to everyone. Play my cards right and go after IC when I need to and make strong strategic decisions when it's important.

[Natalie White]

Ok so I know I've been slacking so here's me making up for it.

Final 7 -

Well the plan keeps going back and forth between the Han final 4 to just the elite 6 with brendan/lindsey and we duke it out there. But either way, we all know Gina has to go. So she finally loses Immunity and we decide it's time to take her out. She goes but with her going, Brendan acquires a few more past votes. This is to help his total tally up incase of future ties. Which I find to be crazy but okay. I was left out of the loop in that but the initial plan is that Brendan will go 6th and thus now he'd need 3 people on his side or Immunity in order to survive. Which sounds good.

[Natalie White]

Final 6 -

The winner of IC is immune for the final 6 and the final 5 TC, I'm thinking I could get this. Then when Lindsey IMs me and tells me she has over 1,000, I'm like oh shit there's no way. The entire time, I believed she would win and maybe Brandon would go in the process of the 2 eliminations but he ends up winning. The plan at first for the group is to just vote Brendan out, let's get the easy boot out.

At this point in time, Brendan does not deserve this in the slightest. He has fucking 90 posts on this board. He has done nothing but been dragged along, I've YET to talked to Brendan one single time in this game. Ideally, if I sat next to him I think I could definitely beat him but the feeling if he won this game would be bitterly disgusting.

Last second, Lindsey and I started to realize that the boys, Yul-Rob-Brandon may go to the end with each other. I knew that no matter what I'd be in the final 4. But being in the final 4 with the 3 boys just isn't a good idea because I don't think Id have a shot. So we worked out a plan to get us 2 plus Brendan to vote Rob and all we would need is one more. She worked Yul hard and once he talked to me about the entire scenario, he went along with it. I'll admit Lindsey came up with the plans as she has come up with many this entire game. But if Yul and I don't agree to them, we could easily just turn it around and say no. But everything so far is working in my favor. I've still yet to get a vote! The plan then works and Rob is out. I think he and Brandon were genuinely shocked.

[Natalie White]

Final 5 -

This is what I wake up to from Brandon:

Hey Nat,

Alright, here is me laying it all out. I have nothing to hide at this point, I hope you will take some of these things into consideration.

When you asked me for that alliance at the start of the game, Jamie had already asked me for one with Rob and himself. I never intended on playing both sides, but wasn't going to decline stuff either. Then Yul asked me for an alliance with Rob and myself, so that's when the men kinda stuck together. I was always going to the end with Rob. I'm sorry to have left you out of stuff, but I never flat out lied to you either. I didn't ditch Lisa (I self-voted that round), and I was upfront about wanting Amanda gone cuz I thought she was worthless.

Now, Yul-Rob-myself were super close the whole time, BUT I've always expected Yul to be in a pre-game alliance with Lindsey. Today, he gave me proof for that by choosing his pre-game over his in-game alliance. They know each other from pre-game, that I already knew. I just didn't know how close they were.

Yul ~ after the tribe swap, he told me to keep Lindsey, as they had talked every night.
Lindsey ~ when I told her that Yul fought for her and seems to like her, she said (I'm paraphrasing) "it is true that we have known each other for a while, we have played in a game together, but it's more than a year ago" and "but in this game he hasn't talked to me at all, which makes me very sad".
^^ that didn't sit right with me, Rob confronted them, but they somehow talked themselves out of it. Here's the game Lindsey was talking about: survmicronesiafvf.proboards.com/index.cgi Yul was Ozzy, Lindsey was Amanda

I know that Lindsey may be telling you that she is asking Yul to take you to the Final 2 over herself, and that she wants to see you in the Final 2, blah blah. She did the same with me, until I chose Rob's side. Clearly though, they have a pre-game. So they may go to the Final 2 together and they will ditch you if I win the Final 4 immunity.

I have zero reason to keep working with Yul, and am completely alone now. Together with Brendan, we can split Yul and Lindsey up. I don't have any connections with Brendan, heck, I voted him out. Plus, whatever happens this round, I will take you to the Final 2. Whether you will do the same for me or not, whether you wanna vote Yul with me or not, I'm going to take you, I have no reasons to take one of the others.

If F4 is you/me/yul/lindsey, then they may take you to the Final 3, unless I win immunity.
If F4 is you/me/Brendan/Lindsey, then if I win immunity it's Lindsey or Brendan going and you are guaranteed Final 3.

Sorry for this long winded PM; if you wanna talk on AIM, I'll be on later today. Again, sorry for being such a crappy ally for you. I hope you can respect the fact that I laid it all out for you now and the decision is yours. Whatever it is, I will respect it.

B


He messages me more then anyone else on the board but Lindsey talks to me on AIM more than anyone else. These are obviously the two people I need with me in the finals. If I take Yul out now, that eliminates a Immunity threat and a chance for him to work with Yul or Lindsey. At the same time, if Brandon gets IC, Brendan would easily be voted out. If Lindsey gets IC, I could see her voting Brandon and Brendan too, and I may consider doing that but if the tied vote comes down to previous votes then I'd just tie it for sure.

I have so many possibilities, everyone seems to be wanting to work with me. I just wish I knew how far they would want me. I know for a fact that I can't win these challenges compared to them, I'm gonna try my hardest from now on. If I was final 3 with Lindsey/Brendan, it'd be me vs Lindsey but I feel like she'd take Brendan for the easy win. Ugh, idk what to do!